never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007
you know. i don't really know what to type for this entry of mine. i don't really have much to say ; really. cept for the fact that ... i don't get something. why do people say one thing ; and then do the direct opposite.


case one.

my grand mother is helping me get money back from that woman every single month. then when i ask her for the money that she is giving me back in installments ... my grandmother goes nuts. like ??? isn't it my money ??? ELO ??? *knock knock. i don't get it. and she makes me feel bad about taking the money. but isn't the money mine in the first place ?

case two.

why the hell are people so fucking irritating. let me try make this as subtile as possible ... i feel used. if you want to know more. inquire within. i feel neglected by this person. i feel used. cause the only thing this person calls for is for a favour. never to ask me ... 'how i you' or ... 'you are missed'. its been so long. and she's being the biggest hypocrate i have ever met. she built everything up so high. but only to realize that the foundations were never there. and BANG !!! everything is gone.
why.
and she is doing so. even without knowing.


i hate life now.
i don't quite understand it right.


kaaye\.


- always the bridesmaid ;
never the bride.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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